In the Womb

Last night I had a very vivid dream, which is the only kind of dream I ever remember. I never sleep through the night, either; I have frequent sleep disturbances. Neither do I sleep well. Sleep just does not like me, and I rarely dream. I think it's because my body knows if I sleep too deeply the fairies will really carry me off.

My dream started with me looking at my stomach. I was in a house with a male. But the male was like a three-in-one. It was my brother Jake, my brother Taylor, and Robert. Their energies are all somewhat similar (especially Jake and Tay, they're pretty laid back, Taylor is just more open), so it was like they were just the same person whose shape and personality would change. They were all manifesting from this one source at different points.

So I was sitting on this couch with this guy looking at my tummy. At that point the guy was my brother Jake. Jacob gets up, and I remark that I would like, very much, to have a baby. I hear Taylor "Well, then, you're going to have one" and suddenly I feel something in my tummy and it starts to grow. Rapidly. Not huge, just like I'm poking my tummy out. I realize there's a baby in there. And he's moving. He's moving a lot! The tummy grows more, and I start to look very pregnant. And I float back into my mind and in my mind the baby and I are very connected and I'm holding the baby on some astral plane and he's smiling and is fully present in that astral plane even though he is aware his body is in my womb. It was very beautiful and eerie. We could read each others' thoughts. I come back, and he's still just kicking around in there. It was an odd feeling, to say the least, but simultaneously very comforting. I liked the feeling. I noticed that I could bring my tummy back to where it is now, but I didn't want to hurt the baby by restricting its space, so I just let it be.

Then, I was sitting on this couch, and Robert was there. He rubbed my stomach, but I was kind of annoyed by it. I was basically just humoring him and letting him touch my tummy, but I didn't really want him to, because he was being all weird about it and not just jiving with the flow. Then Tay was sitting in a chair across from us, and telling me just to chill and everything would be fine.

And that was the end of the dream.